9.12.2016

YOUR PARADISE (IS NOT FOR ME)



YOUR PARADISE

...is not for me.

9.12.2016

I think I'm going through a quarter life existential crisis — well, I have an existential crisis almost everyday. But more intense lately, I think because I'm turning 29 soon, still single, unmarried, and it all just feel so lonely. Don't you sometimes question yourself: “Why am I here and not there?” or “Why am I doing this?” I think it's part of waking up to the big picture.

I had a sad dream a few weeks back from a nap. The dream wasn't too sad, but the feeling I woke up with made me really pensive... it was abstract but it forced me to face the cold reality of how "all good things come to an end" even if it's a good event — it being good couldn't save itself from ending.

le sigh.



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“

I've been so high...
I've been so down.
Up to the skies...
Down to the ground.

I was so blind, I could not see:
Your paradise is not for me.

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